I tend to feel inferior, self-hate… by bench-marking against these rare achievements as if they are commonplace.

• * grandpa’s level of focus
• * grandpa’s level of diet control
• my diet control
• My MSFM level of commitment, effort, focus…
• my jogging habit
• my chin-up
• my academic achievement in P6, Shiyan, HJC…
• * Steve Keith working on math in his spare time
• * friends describing their childhood training in piano, calligraphy, math
• * me or other people achieving focus in office. Actually Lack of focus is the norm!