It’s busy time due to the stamp duty payment, wardrobe decision

making, selling 2nd appt negotiation, selecting a contractor,

citizenship application …. So many decisions to make.

well done even though I didn’t study c++ or math. Actually i did study

a bit of math.

well done even though I didn’t go jogging.

well done at NUS even though I didn’t really speak to any professor.

well done taking care of boy on the trip even though he didn’t want to

listen to stories.

well done flossing even though only 3 spots

well done fixing recycler, even though after a long procrastination —

I finally did it

well done installing antivirus, even though after a long

procrastination — I finally did it

well done returning grandpa’s call, even though rather late

well done arranging the visit with Wilson

well done discussing, researching and resolving the Hobbit issue.

I’m basically doing my best so I don’t deserve any punishment,

self-hate, hostile comparison, unrealistic standard and criticism

Sometimes i feel no matter how hard I try, the Judge is displeased.